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eee!

Thu, 03 Jul 2008 16:40:49 GMT

pwned.

i saw snow!!!!!

Wed, 27 Feb 2008 19:28:51 GMT

snow–
it came as fast as it went.... T^T
(it was soooo beautiful~~~ that 10 mins of snow i saw) -_-;;;;

i wanted to post something so that i remember
from my daily devotional (read today)

"the Impoverished Ministry of Jesus"

The well is deep — and even a great deal deeper than the Samaritan
woman knew! (John 4:11). Think of the depths of human nature and human
life; think of the depth of the "wells" in you. Have you been limiting, or
impoverishing, the ministry of Jesus to the point that He is unable to work in
your life? Suppose that you have a deep "well" of hurt and trouble inside
your heart, and Jesus comes and says to you, "Let not your heart be
troubled..." (John 14:1). Would your response be to shrug your shoulders
"and say, "But, Lord, the well is too deep, and even You can’t draw up
quietness and comfort out of it." Actually, that is correct. Jesus doesn’t bring
anything up from the wells of human nature— He brings them down from
above. We limit the Holy One of Israel by remembering only what we have
allowed Him to do for us in the past, and also by saying, "Of course, I cannot
expect God to do this particular thing." The thing that approaches the very
limits of His power is the very thing we as disciples of Jesus ought to believe
He will do. We impoverish and weaken His ministry in us the moment we
forget He is almighty. The impoverishment is in us, not in Him. We will come
to Jesus for Him to be our comforter or our sympathizer, but we refrain from
approaching Him as our Almighty God.

The reason some of us are such poor examples of Christianity is that we have
failed to recognize that Christ is almighty. We have Christian attributes and
experiences, but there is no abandonment or surrender to Jesus Christ. When
we get into difficult circumstances, we impoverish His ministry by saying,
"Of course, He can’t do anything about this." We struggle to reach the bottom
of our own well, trying to get water for ourselves. Beware of sitting back, and
saying, "It can’t be done." You will know it can be done if you will look to Jesus.
The well of your incompleteness runs deep, but make the effort to look away
from yourself and to look toward Him.

PUPPYTIIIIIME!!!!!!!!

(hahaha oooh gotcha! yea~ you got tricked be the middle one, right?) xD

i will end with a joke :)

"A man walks into a bar..........OUCH!"

stale potato chips = no good

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 15:04:51 GMT

hi xanga.
it's another dark, wintery day...
sounds kinda depressing, but it's not.
it's a good thing.. i mean.. it's winter, it's supposed to be cold.
i've been thinking a lot these days (oh no.. lol)..
yes, yes.. it's shocking to me too. but i wonder...
what is my purpose? what am i supposed to be doing?
is this where i'm supposed to be? is this what i'm supposed to do?

life after college is pretty lonely and scary...
when you're in school, you have homework/syllabus/friends/parents around you.
but when you're out of that environment and enter the real "real world"
... it's totally different. you have no homework (which is good),
no syllabus (which is good and bad), friends are harder to find
(because you don't meet them in class or on campus anymore),
and... you have responsibility.

responsibility.... scary..dude– when you have to start paying for bills/paying off
loans/figuring out what your role in life is.. it's not easy anymore. being
independent is prolly one of the scariest things i've ever confronted.
but you know what? ...this is like.. the beginning of a beginning..

and in the end, honestly.. you aren't really alone. we've gots the good Lord above.

something i want to remember from my daily devotional (read on 1/20/08)

"are you fresh for everything?"

Sometimes we are fresh and eager to attend a prayer meeting,
but do we feel that same freshness for such mundane tasks as polishing shoes?

Being born again by the Spirit is an unmistakable work of God,
as mysterious as the wind, and as surprising as God Himself.
We don’t know where it begins— it is hidden away in the depths of our soul.
Being born again from above is an enduring, perpetual, and eternal beginning.
It provides a freshness all the time in thinking, talking, and living— a continual
surprise of the life of God. Staleness is an indication that something in our lives
is out of step with God. We say to ourselves, "I have to do this thing or it will never
get done." That is the first sign of staleness. Do we feel fresh this very moment or
are we stale, frantically searching our minds for something to do? Freshness is not
the result of obedience; it comes from the Holy Spirit.
Obedience keeps us "in the light as He is in the light . . ." (1 John 1:7)

Jealously guard your relationship with God. Jesus prayed "that they may be one
just as We are one"-with nothing in between (John 17:22). Keep your whole life
continually open to Jesus Christ. Don’t pretend to be open with Him. Are you drawing
your life from any source other than God Himself? If you are depending on something
else as your source of freshness and strength, you will not realize when His power is gone.

Being born of the Spirit means much more than we usually think. It gives us new
vision and keeps us absolutely fresh for everything through the never-ending
supply of the life of God.

– 'my utmost for his highest' chambers

NOTE TO SELF: jungeun... stay fresh... review this often -_-;;;

-_-;;

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 12:57:12 GMT

life is tuff...

---

another year come and gone...
thinking about it now, things have changed a whole lot...
but i think i have grown as a person, perhaps a stronger person.
i'm really learning to let go of things and let God take over.
everything that i try to do on my own, it... just doesn't really work out.

it's hard to keep things contained within,
i basically suffocated myself by trying to deal with things on my own.
so you guys.. don't be trying to handle everything by yourself,
cause i had to learn the hard way..

i also realized that i try to take the easy way out... the safe route,
but sometimes.. risks are necessary. i've been sheltered,
but now i need to venture out~ (but i'm scared!)

after being out of school, working in the real world... life is serious.
i've never thought of myself as an independent person,
in fact, i dread going to Krogers by myself.
but in all reality, you're not really alone.

this post is a note for me, a reminder to myself.

wheee!

Thu, 05 Apr 2007 18:34:44 GMT

april 2, 2oo7

waddup folk?

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 01:47:54 GMT

just been reflecting on my years in college...
getting ready.. preparing for the real world...
which is kinda scary.. no, it's REALLY scaring me.
i guess it's kind of a wake-up call that life ain't just fun and games
gotta make a living out there... o_o;;
dang, that's makin me depressed.
hahaa, but anyway.
just wanna shoutout to all my peeps~
through the good times and the bad.
sure, it wasn't easy sailing.. really, it hasn't at all....
but it's truly been a blessing to just know you guys.
(you guys = y'all should know who you are).. hehe :]

i hope you all won't forget me, cause i know i won't forget y'all ^^

thanks for reading, if you dared to.
lol, peace out.

woa...

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 05:03:21 GMT

..wow...
so...
merry christmas eve, everyone!
...just about the end to another year.
another loooooong year... yet it was short.
lots of stuff, but there's always lots of stuff.
hopefully 2oo7 will be awesome...
but then again who knows.
but then again, who cares.... does anyone read this?
i sure haven't kept up with this thing well at all.
sorry to all the readers... all ... 0 of you x_x
hahaha... o man...
i think the pain killers (recently had wisdom teeth removed) are making me trippy :D woaAHhhh~~~~
eprops to whoever reads this.
nice shiny ones.
wow... i think i'm about to pass oiut4839l,...

....

dang...

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 01:04:06 GMT

y'all.. my phone ain't workin'
booo to verizon :P

no internet?!

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 12:23:01 GMT

no internet at my apt. ....i'm melllltttiiiiiiiiing....

(btw, everyone, have a lovely fall semester )

yea-yuhhh!!!! it's that time again.... the bi/tri/whatever monthly update :D

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 00:59:00 GMT

just this one more week......
and i'll have a 2-week-break!
ajajajajajaja fighting!!!!

speaking of...
GO COREAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

i need to be in there.......... :(

anywho this summer, i've been making truck doors at nissan.
"door closures" .. i assemble the door pieces on the machine and the robots weld it.
and everytime, i get a fireworks show. the negative part.
having tiny bowser fireballs sprayed on your face isn't fun. lol
but it's been good. :)
i'm grateful to even have a job.

my family came back last night on a delayed flight from chicago.
congratulations to my sister :D!!! she now has her master's degree...
and now she will be attending optometry school in chicago~!
20+ years of schooling...nonstop until she's 30...
holy moly.... major eprops to you, unni!!! lol
the graduate herself:

here are some pics we took in chicago:

dad & mom <3 how romantic... lol

everyone under "the bean" - a huge shiny mirrored bean.

family ..about to take our boat tour of chicago~

the beautiful sunset xD *sighhhh*

FOB pose in chinatown!...wow, some people need a TAN... hahaha
looks like its about to lean over... good "photographic" tricks, dad....lol

man, i fell asleep over 5 times today at work...
dang, unni - you wore me out in chicago.
standing there, swaying back and forth with my eyes closed...
and then... i opened my eyes ...to see my coworker standing in my face.
"what're you doing?" and busting out laughing...
good times, good times.

i miss y'all... and "y'all" know who y'all are ;)
*HEART POSE*